Dang. Now I have the dumb song stuck in my head.
So the idea of fostering and adoption has always been a conversation my family had growing up, and two and a half years ago my family made that conversation a reality with the homecoming of my sweet baby brother Jacob, from China.
To say that our lives have changed would be an understatement. There aren't words to effectively express how much he means to me. I mean, look at this kid. Even if he was the baddest kid on the block, that face would just melt anyone.
And when you tell him to get ready for bed and he comes down dressed like this, how can you not just eat him up for dessert?!
My point isn't to brag about having probably the cutest 5 year old brother on the Eastern Seaboard, though that would be an accurate point, without a doubt. My point is that the quality of my life has drastically improved with the addition of a child living on the other side of the world that was a total stranger to me just three years ago.
I know that everyone doesn't have the means and ability to adopt, and I'm not about to write a dissertation on why it's important to adopt, but I will say this: God cares for the widowed and orphaned, and calls us to do the same (James 1:27).
There is a lot of hurt and pain in the world, and an unfortunate amount of children around the world experience that hurt and pain at a painfully young age. I am excited to see what God has in store for my future and how it will involve caring for orphans, both domestically and internationally.
I'm going to go out on a limb here and share an otherwise private dream of mine. I've shared this idea with people before, and the typical response that I've gotten is,
"Are you serious?"
"Why?"
"I could NEVER do that!"
"It would be WAY too hard"
"I'm just not prepared for the consequences!"
And my favorite,
"You're crazy."
At 27, I've come to terms with my crazy ideas and unconventional dreams, and choose to embrace them! Yes, I'm crazy. Deal with it.
So, my idea.
When I grow up and move out of my parent's house (another unconventional dream!), I want to be a temporary foster mom for older kids. I want to have a guest bedroom that will have a closet stocked with clothes, all different sizes. I want to be Jesus to a hurting child, even for a few days, while they're on their difficult journey through the system. I will do this with or without a husband. (Yes, I said it.) And if, along the way, a particular child needs me to be their forever family, I will be open to having the adoption conversation with that child. Also, with or without a husband. I want to be able to say to my first child, "I chose you."
This is my crazy idea, my unconventional dream, and I embrace it fully! I've had this dream for a few years now, and it really means something to me. Whatever the future may bring, I hope this idea has an opportunity to blossom and come to fruition.
I was so excited and blessed to meet a friend of a friend over the weekend, who shared that crazy idea of mine, and is in the process of living it out with her husband. At 30, this woman is fostering a 14 year old boy with the intent to adopt him. I was so encouraged to hear her story, and to know that I'm not the only crazy person out there with crazy ideas.
That's all I really wanted to share, and now I must go and continue researching the process of becoming a foster parent. It's never a bad thing to be prepared and educated, right?!
Take a minute, think about what you can do and how you can be involved in caring for the orphans. It's the right thing to do.
:-)